I've Cut my self
Free & Clear of Present
Drops of disphasic
Utopia Enslaved to
Power Lines. Binary Code.
Absentminded Vacations of
Ethereal Future Spending
I have not budgeted time for this
Reality. I will write it in for
Tuesday's the day everything will
Cave in. I'm paranoid but I'm
told that's healthy nowadays.
It's important to be goal Minded,
Dead as the wire in my brain
Letting out little drops of blood
Tap, tap, tap. I miss missing.
Put me back in the closet, I'm
working things out. I haven't
given up, just switched brands.
I'm trying out zebra stripes
and BDSM. I'm pissing with the light
off so I can reminisce about the water.
Falls of my childhood.
I collect the wrong kinds of pain.
I'm looking for something quick and
Brutal, Something to
Render me awake so I might dream.